I have a choice tomorrow. Go out and enjoy nature and re-charge myself, which is much needed after a stressful work week, or stay in, clean, do laundry and putter around the house.
Duty vs. Enjoyment. This is my weekend quandary. Usually duty wins; my weekends are boring.
I'm spending too much time doing things that just have to be redone days or sometimes even hours later.
I'm spinning my wheels. Do more, Do more. Keep up. Ignore exhaustion. Don't sit and think. Get up and clean. Internal wars are waged in my mind everyday.
I really look forward to the day I can just be. Lose track of time. Ponder one thought for an hour. Accomplish absolutely nothing in an 8 hour time period. I'm skimming across the surface of life, never diving deep.
I'm too young to be this tired.